i want a bell

filipino people really dont understand not being able to eat, mom keeps bringing me things i should not be eating... the first time around i gave it a go, but after it got stuck in my throat and i painfully coughed it out i vow never again. damnit, bring the jello.

on the other hand, i like that i can text mom what i need from downstairs because she doesnt want me to move out of bed. she's caught on that i need a glass of ice water like every 30 min. good mom, gooood mom.

8:30

some family came in for dinner, and though i went between stages of passing out and wanting to throw up as i tried to be entertaining, it was worth it because they delivered an envelope from my great aunt and great uncle containing 100 buckaroos. and though i want to spend that on a ton of useless and insignificant things on ebay, i am forcing myself to put most of it into a saving's account. for my life after college...which i momentarily somehow forgot about these past couple days. but now that it's in my thoughts again, ive found some strength to make it till i leave here.

hopefully i'll get to see leah tomorrow...o geez why do i have to burp a lot all of a sudden. stop it! it hurts!

ah im missing the game!...eh too much effort to make it to a tv right now...

10:43

its really great that our ice maker stopped making ice...im about to make dad go to a gas station to get some...and why the heck am i still burping? all ive had today was two scoops of mashed potatoes, bout a spoon's worth of mac and cheese, a cup of soup, a cup of jello, and half a bottle of ensure, i dont see what out of that is making me burp!!